Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Courage to Start

I had to share a blog post that I read recently. I've struggled with this question since I started running. The post is from one of my favorite bloggers/runners - John Bingham (a.k.a "The Penguin", and the sponsor of the Flying Feather and the Cap City Half Marathon).



It's from a Q&A on the Runner's World website called "Ask the Penguin"



"Q...but is there such a thing as someone just not built to run?....



A....Very often the problem isn’t with our bodies, but with our emotions, our psyches, or our egos. When you write that your shins hurt when you went “faster than what felt like a crawl” it tells me that you’re running faster than your body can handle. For now.



It always surprises people when they finally learn how slowly they have to run in order to be a better runner. None of us get it when we start out. We all think that we have to run fast in order to call ourselves runners. But, the truth is, the better a runner you are, the more you understand that running – any running, fast or slow – is what makes you a runner...."



Read the entire post here.



When I talk to people about my running I always downplay it and explain that I'm really slow. But even today when I told someone at work I was running again and managed to do the Flying Feather Four Miler race, he was impressed. Even when I said I was slow. "You still have me beat," he said. Being married to a serious (some would say crazy) runner and knowing a lot of them, I tend to compare myself to them, and forget that the rest of the world either thinks more than a mile is a marathon, or thinks all runners are crazy, or both. I'm very worried about injuring myself again, and wondering whether I should continue running. Bingham's answer reinforces what I knew but forgot. It's not the speed, or even the distance. It's the fact that you do it.

As my big honkin' Flying Feather medal says, "The Miracle isn't that I finished. The Miracle is that I had the courage to start."

Sunday, November 30, 2008

Flying Feather Four Miler...I'm Back!

I'm back, in more ways than one.

Wow, it's been a long time since I updated this blog. I have been swamped with work and home for most of the time. And trapped in the Facebook black hole. That thing is addicting, and kind of weird when you start hearing from high school friends. Then you go look in your yearbook and wince at all the big hair (I was always trying to get my hair bigger but it never worked) and all the people you thought you forgot and then it's like you are in high school again. Thankfully you can close the book and it's over. It is nice to hear from classmates again and see what they are up to.

I'm also back into running...slowly. (Slow jogs, or slogging, I call it). I ran my first race in over a year and it is fitting that it was the Flying Feather Four Miler. That was my first race ever three years ago. It's what got me hooked on running, and racing. They also give you a bottle of wine when you finish!

I went out very slowly, but after 2.5 miles with NO PAIN, I put on my music player and just starting moving. Like real running, not slogging. And with .5 miles to go, I ran as fast as I could. Coincidentally, my doctor was standing at the finish line keeping an eye on all of us and I ran right past him as he said, "Don't stop...Keep moving!" Good advice since I was trying to catch my breath and couldn't really stop. I think he did a double take when he saw me but I couldn't be sure.

I picked up my wine afterwards and drank it with Thanksgiving dinner. The taste of victory!

My plan is to train for the Cap City Half Marathon again, this time by myself. I don't want to feel the pressure of having to run faster to be part of the group, and I don't want to feel compelled to run on the ice like I did last time! A lot of good it did me. Nope, this time I am running every other day, and working in more cross training and PT. I'm hoping to stay injury free this time around, and then sign up with MIT for the marathon training course for the Columbus Marathon in October. I will run a marathon yet!

Thursday, October 16, 2008

My New Motto





this sums up my new motto:
I LOVE it!